Tree of Life : A Son’s Odyssey


Into the depths of nature peer,

Hand in hand with his father he walks in the woods,

He only believes, there’s a miracle here,

But this was only a dream as he feared.

Standing on the porch a little boy with tears in his eyes,

His whole childhood filled with lies,

Awaiting his guardians love, his heart is filled with cries,

Waiting for the tiny tales that would put him to sleep,

His father scowled at him like a bolt of thunder,

Was this his bleak destiny he always wondered?

As time moves on,

These questions shall shape,

Where were your blessings?

Where were the fairy tales that would put me to sleep?

Where were the lessons of life?

Why did you considered me as a foe?

As the years move on,

His mended heart could take no more,

He saw others fathers would sweep them into a giggling ecstasy,

To be lost in wonderland called “the home” where they were shaken like a laughing rag,

He was far away from reality,

Just keeping faith and endure when tested the most.

He trusted in the lord with all his heart,

And not leaning on his own understanding,

Walking on the godly path,

Was only his part,

Constantly hearing the voices from heaven saying “This is my beloved Son, with whom I am well pleased.”

Mourning and desperately seeking for an island of sanity,

As he was drowning in sorrows, this was his only tragedy.


Idea of Love



Love is crazy or when you are crazy in love you find something to like about in those annoying habits or imperfections of your sweetheart but if you don’t then you are just in love with the idea of love.


The Mask

53241381716340847Impatient racing of my heart with a dim corner for compassion,

Trying to cling onto something corporeal,

My pain getting constant and sharp,

The cries getting louder and callous,

The gloomy feeling rules my heart.


The continuum of happiness is bleak,

Tired of this illusory which I perform every day that validates my existence in society,

The hollow conscience and the eradicating morals,

Blanket of stars brings solace to this restless heart,

Millions of the just glowing in darkness.


This is God’s own curse whether day or night,

The fake smile and the dreary face make it evidently clear of the fanatic cries,

Poison on my mind and the black coffin in my sight,

Abandoned by the near and dear ones,

Just throw my corpse where sadness cannot mourn,

Tired of being trapped behind this mask of despair.

Are You Smiling Enough? Be Happy

Kakvo e shtastieto i deset stupki kum nego 3

Today in the newspaper there was an article about being happy and some pointers were given, I wanted to share this poem with all you as it summarizes those pointers mentioned in the article.

“Promise Yourself

To be so strong that nothing
can disturb your peace of mind.
To talk health, happiness, and prosperity
to every person you meet.

To make all your friends feel
that there is something in them
To look at the sunny side of everything
and make your optimism come true.

To think only the best, to work only for the best,
and to expect only the best.
To be just as enthusiastic about the success of others
as you are about your own.

To forget the mistakes of the past
and press on to the greater achievements of the future.
To wear a cheerful countenance at all times
and give every living creature you meet a smile.

To give so much time to the improvement of yourself
that you have no time to criticize others.
To be too large for worry, too noble for anger, too strong for fear,
and too happy to permit the presence of trouble.

To think well of yourself and to proclaim this fact to the world,
not in loud words but great deeds.
To live in faith that the whole world is on your side
so long as you are true to the best that is in you.” 
― Christian D. LarsonYour Forces and How to Use Them

Grey Sky





I must travel through the darkness of the night,

Bright light from my burning heart will show the way,

The bleeding thoughts cannot contain in my mind,

My grace is long gone,

This is what I feel now.


I have dug a hole in the ground,

With flowers all around,

To rest in peace,

Where no one can tease.


Let the drama unfold,

Let the dear ones know that I died from inside long ago,

To breathe each day is an endless chore,

This is the night of endless endurance,

I can’t escape this grey sky,

I close my eyes so that I can forget this lie.

This is how I feel now.

Romeo & Juliet


 Romeo and Juliet is the heartwarming work of Shakespeare, the tragic romance with a poetic drama structure, it defines romance itself, the bible of romance. Let me just stop there and warn you that this is no Shakespeare’s “Romeo and Juliet” but a story of two lovers which I discovered in an articles few days back.

A true love story which sees no barriers and lets us believe that love is blind, this story is of Ali and Gloria which has made waves and is the most discussed love stories on the internet. There is one problem in this story that Gloria is overweight and Ali is fit and Ali loves to work out every day. But the society cannot digest the fact that Ali is dating Gloria and the overweight issue. I have appended the link of the article which is called “My girlfriend weighs more than me. So what? This article will give insights and details about the life of these two people and how they met?

Walking Away



It begins with a little smile, and then grows into an emotional attachment, the bond between the two dances above the heart of only one. That bond of care and affection becomes love. The feeling of love grows inside.

Tragedy strikes and the mountain of love becomes a helpless feeling; one move changes the relationship, the precious piece of the heart is lost, lost in oblivion. The feelings of this person changes drastically towards you, bouncing in different directions and the love is nowhere to be found. But the feeling which we carry for our loved ones grow by the minute and the overwhelming feeling takes over the heart, slowly mixing in the blood streams with the final triumph over the body. The heart becomes restless every moment is hard to pass and the guilt feeling is eating you from inside.

Your happiness and your destiny lie in their hands. The feeling is so powerful that it drowns your heart in sorrows, the serenity of your mind is blown away and a state of panic creeps in and you want to go against all uneven odds to reverse time.

Overrated Love


The word “LOVE” is overrated and it is just a word passed on from our ancestors to keep relationships glued together. The continuum of relationships is vastly complicated with different relationships having different definitions of love. Here I am not just stressing on boyfriend-girlfriend relationships but also family relationship, friendships, work colleagues etc. In these relationships love is involved but it varies from relationship to relationship, in some it will be more or less. As we explore more about relationships certain emotions are also involved, these emotions make our relationships strong or weak. These emotions play a vital role in shaping a person’s personality and attitude as well.

In relationships certain amount of expectations are also present. Love and expectations are correlated, where love is concerned certain expectations arise and thus forming a give and take relationship. Certain questions also arise as it is still unclear that the feeling of love which is said to be eternal and with no expectations.

Are we just brainwashed by great poets as they have expressed love to be divine and have painted a greater than life picture in their poems?

Is love just a made up word to sell more roses on Valentine’s Day?

Or the word “Love” actually holds some meaning in our lives? Is love really divine?

Do we just have an idea about love?

Is it the void in our heart filled by great writers by intensifying love in their literature?

What is the truth?

Old Familiar Friend


In the crowd I saw a familiar face,
It had been a while since we had met,
The old memories of you and me came to my mind,
I had forgotten your name,
But the feelings remains the same.

The smile on my face told the story,
How much I adored you as the time spent with you was hunky-dory,
In this crowd I spotted a familiar face,
I ran towards you to say some old familiar words.

Your sweet voice touched my heart,
Meeting you is another start,
Old wines and old friends are not apart.

I loved the way we talked till the sunset,
I loved the teasing and the pleasing,
I loved the way when you were by my side,
These are the feeling that I want to show.

A long embrace brought some old memories of you to my mind,
You are a traveler with a zesty soul and a gentle smile,
Full of drama and the fashion sense higher than the empire state,
Sweetest voice with eyes full of hope,
Strong headed and bold as brass,
A little lazy but smart as a whip,
Care and affection runs deep inside you,
You are the real deal,
This is how I feel.

These are some old familiar words that describe you,
Stay in my heart forever my old familiar friend.